She's BAbysexyHo.SexyBabyho too.

友谊

2009-08-11T20:17:00.003+08:00

有些朋友在我们眼里是玻璃制的，总是小心翼翼，恐怕把朋友碰坏了。所以有时候，明明对朋友很不满，却也不敢表达出来。害怕一旦表达了不满，就会发生冲突；一旦发生冲突，就会伤害感情；一旦伤害感情，就会失去这个朋友，为了一件小事失去一个朋友，太不值得了，于是就忍耐朋友的冒犯，然后，偷偷的在肚子里生气。
我非常庆幸的拥有一段三方都相惜的友谊。我们都不是玻璃制的，我们不会忍气吞声。我们都会坦白。友谊的双桨需要我们和谐的摇荡，才能推开层层波浪帮助我们成功。友谊如船，载着我们走向成功的彼岸。是谁在建立这段如一朵开不败的鲜花似的友谊？

帅气十足的张玮瑜
可爱有型的杜锨妮
何芝缘

我们一起唤起了多少的笑声，我们一同揩干了多少眼泪。我们的友谊不是感情的投资，它不需要股息和分红，是无限的爱与珍惜。我们一同为感情烦恼，一同翘课，我们互相安慰，互相劝告，我们维护彼此，我们一起解决问题，所有的喜怒哀乐，都绝不隐瞒对方。我爱你，玮瑜，阿杜！！哈哈哈哈哈。明天一起去KEBAJIKAN！！=）

Late Post.

2009-08-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

I'm here expressing my apologize to those people who's been so loyal for viewing my blog oftenly. Sorry for not updating. Since so, I gonna upload some photo. Tag Sue-Yin, Sze Yee, Han-Vern, Heap Kit. =) Three of them headed over my house. Since my house advertised a new package for whoever is interested in singing. Each person got to pay RM 15 for unlimited time. HAHA. I was just kidding. =))
Here we go.
First thing first.

Say NO to beer. But yes to MARTELL. LOL

Waitress.

Being crazy is actually fun=)

Show butts is better than show face.HAHA

Han-Vern and Sze Yee.

Sze Yee And I.

Tag my hand.

With Sze Yee.

Group photo take 1.

Group photo take 2.

Group photo take 3.

Hugs.

I love bao bei.

In this dark night, I'm all alone.=)

She's sze yee.

Staying in this environment, I could hear the peace sound hissing around.

She showed everybody her depression.

She hided her tears in this blur and dark room.

I was waiting for you, baby.

I miss you so much=(

LOVE YOU

2009-08-10T10:19:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS, bao bei :-* =))

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.

Tag

2009-08-09T19:55:00.002+08:00

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them? : Sometimes.
Is it hard to make you smile? : Sometimes.
Are you starting to realize anything? : Ya.
Do you feel like there's something missing in your life? : Yes. There's something important missing.
Do you like to text a lot? If so, on average, about how many do you think you send in a day? : 100 msg and above.
Will this weekend be a good one? : Damn good=)
Who was the last person you took a picture with? : Bao Bei
Would you go back and change any part of your life? : Yes.
Do you believe what comes around goes around? : Yes. I do.
Do you miss the way things used to be? : Yes. I do.
Anything you're excited for? : No.
What is bothering you right now? : The speed of time.
Who is the last person you received a call from? : Mum
Do you think relationships are hard? : Extremely.
Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to? : Yes
Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? : Yes
What was the last thing you laughed really hard at? : Bao bei did crazy stuff with me. HAHA
Do you get annoyed when you see someone you don't like? : No.
When's the last time you cried? : Last wednesday.
What were you doing at 7am? : On bed.
Is there anything that you are craving for right now? : Don't know but a lot.
Who was your last text to? : Bao Bei
Who are they to you? How do you feel about that person? : Bao Bei. BEST.
Do you know anyone who is pregnant? : Don know.
Tea or Coffee? : Tea
What is the last thing someone bought you? : Food.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? : No
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? : Mum
How did you get your last bruise? : Knocked drum
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? : My mum bought for me
What do the majority of people in your life call you? : Chi Yuen
Ever been kicked in the head, or kicked someone in the head? : No
When was the last time you cleaned your room? : Just now.
Was the first person you talked to today male or female? : Female
Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning? : Morning
Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? : No
Who will you be with this Saturday night? : Drummers
Do you like going to pet stores just to look at all the animals? : No.
Do you like to know the truth, no matter what? : Yes
Do you like to wear sweatpants? : No.
Do you miss your past? : Yes
Honestly; who was the last one to see you in your underwear? : Ah Du
Could you cry right now? : Yes
Would you rather go to a basketball game or a football game? : Basketball.
Would you rather have big or small dogs? : I don like dogs.
People say you learn something new every day, so what did you learn today? : I learned to love bao bei more. HAHA
If you could get your own house with 1 friend, who would you pick? : Bao Bei
Which is worse, too-tight clothes or much too-loose clothes? : Too tight.
Which do you prefer: french toast, bagels, pancakes, waffles, or cereal? : Waffles
Do you think you are more of a good or bad influence? : Good
Do you have eyebrow piercings? : No.
Do you have thongs for men? : No
What is something that you are willing to fight for? : Everything about bao bei. WOW=)
If you jump, can you touch the ceiling of the room you're in? No
Do you know how to dance a waltz? No.
When I say The Beatles, what is the first song that comes to mind? : -
If you had to be a teacher, what subject would you be able to teach best? : Seni
Which do you think is worse: ear aches or tooth aches? :Both
How many different colors are you wearing right now? What are they? : A lot of colours la.
In your opinion, what is the very worst type of weather? : Hot weather
Do you look anything like your best friend(s)? : No
You can only listen to 1 band for the rest of your life, who do you pick? : I don like listening. HAHA
Are there any movies coming out that you're looking forward to? Which ones? : NO
Do you like big or small cars better? : big
What is your favorite made up animal? I don like animal. Oh, I like eagle. If I really need to choose !
Do you like Hawaiian pizza? :Yes
Coffee Ice cream? : Yes
Who is your all time favorite cartoon character? : Crayon Shin Chan
What store do you get the majority of your shoes from? : Nike. Paul smith. I got only these.
What place, in your mind, is heaven on earth? : My house
Do you think there is anything scary about midnight? Ghost
Can you snap with both of your hands? : Yes
In your opinion what is the absolute worst house chore? : HUH.
How young do you think is too young to get married? : 23 and below.
Who do you think is the dumbest superhero? And the coolest? : Don't know
What is something that you had to learn the hard way? : Get off something that I care for lots.
If you could re-paint your bedroom, what color would you paint it? : I wont repaint cause it's nice right now.
What is something you're proud of yourself for? : Nothing. Seriously, None.
Which smiley face do you like better: =] or :) : =) this one =)
If you could go to any amusement park right now, which would you go to? : Car park. HAHAHA
What is something that always gets you mad? : something hurt me and siak sui me
Would you rather be 3 inches taller or shorter than you are now? : Taller
If you could have any wild animal as a pet, what would you pick? : Eagle
Which do you prefer: M&M's, Skittles, Milk Duds, or Reese's Pieces? : M&M
Are there any foods that you think smell good, but taste bad? : No
Would you ever stay overnight at any of your neighbors houses? : No.
Do you think it would be funner to play a hero or the villain in a movie? No
What was the last new food you tried? : bao bei's bread. HAHA
Is there something that you want to tell someone but can't?♥ : Yes
Where's your ideal vacation and why?♥ : Anywhere. No why
Is there someone who left your life that you wish they didn't?♥ : YES OF COURSE
Would you rather hear the painful truth or a happy lie?♥ : Truth
Do you miss anyone right now?♥ : Yes.
What are your plans for tonight?♥ : Finish my account in time
What are your plans for Friday?♥ : Make a date with my bao bei. HAHA
Do you know anybody who is having a baby?♥ : No
Does anybody hate you?♥ : I think there must have somebody =(. Don't please. HAHA
Do you prefer fried or roasted chicken? : Both.
Have you ever stayed overnight in the hospital? : Never!
Who was the last person that made you cry, why? : Bao bei. She doesnt know about it. HAHA
How's your heart lately? : Pumping the blood. Missing my bao bei and loving as well. HAHAHA
What does the last text message say in your inbox? : ----
How long does it take you to get ready? : Get ready for what?
Have any tattoos? : No.
Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? : Marry a handsome and rich guy!=)
Have you ever made a boyfriend or gf cry? : Yes
Have you ever had your heart broken? : Yes
Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? Yes. Worse than sound I think.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Maybe
Do you have curly hair? : No
Do you cry easily? : Sometimes yes.
Where is your phone? : on the table
Whats the 8th text in your inbox say? : HAHA. Bu fang bian to list here=)
Do you like your first name? : Yes
What are your initials? : H
What was the last movie you watched? : Fire flame 3
Who is one person that you hate? : I dont hate people=)

18th July

2009-07-27T01:17:00.015+08:00

18th July, a memorable day has passed. If you think we felt happy with it, you're sadly mistaken. We felt so reluctant. Anyway, pictures'll do the talking.

Chi Yuen, Alison, Joey Wong.

Chi Yuen with lipstick, Alison with her smooky eye, Joey Wong with her white teeth.

Chi Yuen, Alison, Joey Wong, Gini.

Chi Yuen, Joey Wong, Emma Lim.

Group photo.

Chi Yuen, Chua.

With Sue-Yin.

With Sze Yee.

With Chia Hoay

With Chea Xi

With Wei Fern

F.T.C

Chi Yuen, Joey Wong, Gini, Ah Du, Indigo

Indigo, Joey, Chi Yuen, Ah Du.

GROUP PHOTO.

Joey, Angelyna, Chi Yuen.

Chi Yuen, Pei Teng, Moey

With Nikki

Nikki

With Angelyna

With VivianL

With Wan Pei

Vivian, Wan Pei, Chi Yuen, Joey, Ah Du.

Gini

Rock on, babe.

Random II

2009-07-27T01:11:00.000+08:00

Random

2009-07-25T08:41:00.002+08:00

We made it. And I miss it.

2009-07-23T20:21:00.006+08:00

credits to : Tingshe

Wont be forgotten!

2009-07-18T11:28:00.003+08:00

Now, 11.28a.m.
Today, 18th July 2009
I wish the charity night of Penang Chinese Girl High School will be done successfully.
I wish all of the 24 festive drum members Luck. A lot A lot of Luck is giving to you guys and Me. We've promised each other to try our best. So, people, Work it out! We can do it. Wow.
I wish FTC. Joey Wong, Ah Du, Indigo, Gini and Baby. Good luck. All the best. I say We are You say the best. WE ARE THE BEST. FTC rocks.
Guys, after today, I will be very boring, down and sad. Cause of a lot of things. Im going to be helpless. Fustrated. Oh, and MAD. HOHOHOHO. Whatever, leave it. Im tough.
Hoho, Daddy And Mummy and also my Cute cute + stupid stupid bro, I hope to see you guys later. Although I know you will be attending. Thanks for support.

11th July

2009-07-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

Three of us went to Gurney. We were so happy. Haha.=)

Drum made my day.

She ate a lot. Her hair was so suck.

All I wanted to say was in my previous post. I love them. Thats it. Muaks.

I'm Happy.

2009-07-12T12:26:00.003+08:00

Vivian said she took this.

She's cute.

Dance

2009-07-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

I miss the moment that we were dancing together.

Post dedicated for Vivian & Ah Du

2009-07-05T19:23:00.003+08:00

The day I met them, I found hapiness. Three of us have known each other for a long time yet promised each other not to break our relationship forever. A friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. We went through the moments that were good and bad. We supported each other when we were in tears. We stucked together when we were in fear. We cared when we were sad. All the times we argue and fight, I know deep inside that it isn't right. We can't give every solutions to all of life's problems. But we are willing to listen to each other, and together we will search for answers. We solved the problems together with joining calls. Even we just left up few bucks still we talked until the problems were solved. We don't mind of paying out everything for each other. Just because of we love each other.

Vivian
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, but I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in place. I will always be there for you.

Ah Du
Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine. Yet I can share in your laughter. I'm glad that you are happy with your previous decision. Move on.

Thanks for staying so many years with me. I do appreciate all the memories we had, dude. Wish we will stay happily forever.

Don't walk in front of me,
I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me,
I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend.

What have I done for today & What did I feel for today=)

2009-07-04T19:26:00.013+08:00

After a big dump, you would realise that you were sadder but wiser. You've learned to be cherish. Oh, the word you is me. A girl, with two big eyes, shiny smooth long hair, sexy body caught my attention. I've been crazy about her for ages. 21 months ago, we started a so-called unusual relationship. Oh, a lot of things happened as well. I'm not going to mention here. Today, I went out with this girl. Seriously, I felt freaking happy when I was together with her. We had our breakfast at a well-known kopitiam. Sorry, I actually don't think so but since she said so. I have to agree. Haha. Anyway, she was a bit over. She promised me to have breakfast together with me which mean that she had to leave her stomach blank right? But, this lovely girl, she came with a full stomach. She ordered a glass of neslo ais. ( nescafe mix with milo ) But then, came with one milo and one nescafe in the end. Laughed out our lungs. At last, we mixed ourself. We took picture of it, unfortunately I lost it. Haha. Well, she made me late for the meeting as well. Haha, I was joking. In fact, I was willing to be that. After that, she bought me cempedak. They weren't enough for me because they were frigging tasty. So, we decided to buy more after drum practice. She was kind enough to wait for me. This made me love her deeper. Hoho. Take a look at her.

I miss them. cempedak. So tasty=(

Obviously, she is lovely I'm sexy. Haha

Anyway, this girl hurt me a lot. Haha. Sorry for worsening your image. Haha.

Second post.

2009-07-01T21:21:00.001+08:00

Pretty leg.

Bruise leg.

2009-06-30T20:09:00.003+08:00

If you are my loyal reader, yes, you might have seen about my bruise leg before. Now, these aren't same with the previous. These are all new. Sorry if you feel digusting. I have no idea with this pretty leg. =). Take care of me if you love me, babe. haha.

Sorry for not rotating the picture. Cause I'm really tired. haha.

They aren't FAT. Don't hurt me! So tell me my legs aren't fat. =)). thanks, babe.

Road To Fame

2009-06-23T23:28:00.005+08:00

Main girl
Joanne as Lumiale

F.T.C members
Ah Du as XN
Chiyuen as Babylon
Joey as Joey
Wen Chien as Indigo

Poker Crew
Clsee93 as Queen
Hitachii as Joker
Hikari as Ace, King, JackYL

Entertaiment
Yulyn as Yurrin (boss)
Kido as F.T.C manager

Bad Character
Hikari as Ashley
Clsee93 as Scarlett

Others
Hitachii as Nyx

Uncompleted list, not sure when it's gonna be published but do keep a look out for it. Remember to stay tuned for it.

credits to H2C

Trailer.

2009-06-22T19:32:00.002+08:00

Special thanks to H2C.

credits to: H2C productions.

22June2009

2009-06-21T14:36:00.004+08:00

Today is Sunday. lol.
After tuition, we walked to the coffee shop for our lunch.

She, Poh's sister paid off the bill. Thanks.

See, hui fen's leg.

Oh, it's my leg.

21June2009.

2009-06-20T22:46:00.005+08:00

Today is Saturday. I played truant. I didn't go for class just now. Because I was together with these two gina the whole day. Look at below. Nah, here they are.

We were supposed to practice until 4p.m. Too bad there was only 7 attendants. So, I went to Sam Hui with Xin Yeng, Lee Ming and Chua. After that, we planned to go to the beach or head over my house for singing. Conclusion, only three of us went to the beach by bus. We talked and laughed a lot. We met Chai Ying there as well. Around 6 p.m, we took bus to my house. I did something incredible but that two gina said I was so annoying. Hey, I was doing something serious okay! haha. I made it anyway! Pictures will do the talking. So, have a look now.

So, have you seen the picture above? It was a bottle which contained a lot of loves and stars. I rearranged it because it was really messy. It's a prove anyway. So, is it fine ?haha.

17 June 2009.

2009-06-17T13:50:00.000+08:00

Although it's already 1 something nearly 2 in this sleepy and tired midnight, I haven't done any of my homeworks yet I have to wake up early at 6 tomorrow morning as well, I still feel like posting these up. We had actually made a plan before that. While we were having our way back to our class, some of us walked into the garden. Students are actually prohibited from entering. Some were looking for the teachers. We are united! We did something against the school rules. But basically, as what crystal said, she said she had thought for a long time, it wasn't wrong to do that because there is no such rules that student can't pick neighbour's rambutan in our buku panduan right. We planned to get each classmate one. Too bad we got only some, not enough for others. It was too high. But the process on tenterhooks is really stimulate. Have an eye below.

This was our target.

See. They were discussing to get all the rambutans. Where was I? I was taking photo=)

Haha. Poh Yi got them a stick.

She was trying. We were funny and we couldn't stop laughing at that moment.

She was picking up a rambutan. Haha.

Our result.

After all, you would realise that we actually did three things wrong. How did I get these photo? Haha. Because there was a handphone with us. Why did we have some people looking for the teachers? Because we were suppose to be in the class for bm lesson. Lastly, as I mentioned above, we walked into that garden. Anyway, we found the enjoyment there. Being together and do crazy stuff together with friends are happy.

3 years ago.

2009-06-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

About her.

2009-06-07T18:51:00.017+08:00

Her real name is Ho Chi Yuen. She looks like baby. In another way, you can say that she's cute. So, she calls herself babyho. On the other hand, some people said that she's sexy. So, she's sexybabyho too. Other than that, a commander called her as babylion instead of calling her babylon, her actual name. That commander said lion is cool which means that she's cool. Basically, she has 5 names.

She is serious.

Or, she is cool.

Sometimes, She is kind.

Oh, she is cute as well.

In fact, She is crazy.

Let's talk about what she loves.

She loves to swim.

She loves to eat.

She loves to sing.

She loves to dance.

She loves 24 festive drum.

She loves drumset. She loves F.T.C.

She loves to study.

She loves her family.

She loves her friends.

FRIENDS.

Okay, you guys know her well. But, I don't really know her.=(

Friday..

2009-06-06T12:02:00.004+08:00

We were having band practise yesterday. Vc came back from Singapore. =). We were actually playing around. Spent 15 minutes for practising only, I think. We walked to Mcd. Haha. Anyway, I had fun. They had too. =).

She is singaporean. Haha.

WE AINT LAN C. WE LOVE ACTING. IN FACT, WE ARE NOT LAN C.

Yesterday.

2009-06-04T13:56:00.007+08:00

Four of us went to gurney yesterday due to boredom. We had our lunch at sakae sushi. I would like to mention here. Joey spent 50 bucks for her lunch, Ah du spent 30 bucks if im not wrong. Wei Yu spent 20 bucks. Last but not least, I spent only 10 bucks. Hoho.

Here's Joey.

She's Ah Du.

Wei Yu with cap.

It's not me.

She's cute right? How I envy her cuttie face.

We went to beach with taxi after our movie. Picture proves that we had been to the beach yesterday.

Paradise's Hotel.

Best budd. They always appear when I need them. Haha. I appreciate them. I really do. Let's hang out again. =). mwah.

Baby's Site.

2009-06-04T12:40:00.006+08:00

Friendster
Alivenotdead

Ho Chi Yuen

Create Your Badge

A colourful day.

2009-06-02T10:30:00.017+08:00

I was there with 6 friends of mine which is from different class yet we are still very close with each other. To avoid you guessing around, I would like to list out their name.
Crystal

Denise

Hui Fen

Milo

Poh Yi

Yu Yen

They lit my life. Hui Fen and Denise came over my house at 8 in the morning. We went to Bali Hai for our breakfast. Dim Sum=). About 1 p.m, we went out to meet them. We did a lot of thing. And we laughed a lot of course.

Here's the picture. Pictures will do the talking.

Drinks.

Redbox for sure.

Next, All about the sea. I love sea a lot.

Snow White.

I said there might be a lot of people hate Poh. Hahaha.

We tried to catch passer-by's attention only. Damn bad. =)

They love their own back. I love it too.

Hoho.

Excuse her over-excited..Haha.

I like her.

She likes me too. =)

Awesome.

Zoom in her shoes.

What were they doing?

Focus at the sun.

Please, watch properly. Search for my hand then you will know I was actually kind.

Ok. I know I'm short.

Cool right?

Prior statement. Not my butt. Haha.

She really cares me a lot.

Denise is camera-shy. So, she didn't appear in this group photo. So sad.

We were from our way to Coffee Island.

Look. Their ambition is to become a fisherman in the future..Hahaha..

Nah.

Nice right?

Whisky,babe..Haha.

Alright, what you expect for the next?
Ok, let's talk about Hui Fen first.

Milo's turn.

Pohyi's turn.

Momo's.

Crystal's.

Yuyen's.

Yeah, my turn.=)

Take 1.

Take 2.

Take 3.

Babyho.

Vivien.

2009-05-31T17:42:00.003+08:00

Now only I realised that we took this picture before. Anyway, Stay happy. =)

Friends are always important.

2009-05-31T02:59:00.001+08:00

Now, my mood is really bad. But I have a bunch of friends. They scolded me. Or they always scold me in another way. Sometimes, I don't really tell everything to them. They were still keep asking. They take care of me all the way. They are important in my heart.. Very. I wish that we will have this relation until the day I die. YEs, I die first. =). This afternoon, I didn't have a really good mood. I played game to reduce my boredom. They just came in and open the locked door in my heart. Just a coincidence. They knew that I need them so much. A familiar sound ringing out of the blue. It's her. They were calling me.! I accepted. At that moment, I talked to them. Silently in my heart. Never ever break this relation, I said. I just need you all by my side. Always be myside please. I was induced. They replied. They will not. Never ever. I love them. I love the way we've been together for 11 years more and the other is 6 years. We tolerate each other so we've never quarrel before. Now, I need them again. So sorry for disturbing again. It's ok. I'm sure of it. You will be scolding me again. Sorry.

Babyho.

Siew hui. =)

2009-05-18T22:03:00.002+08:00

She is babysexyho. I suffered at that time though. Now I'm here looking back to it, I was thinner compared to now. Am I right?

Tagged.!

2009-05-17T17:58:00.008+08:00

1.My Name : Ho Chi Yuen
2.My Birthday : 23th December
3.Who tagged you : Dear Poh
4.Name 5 best friends : I don't want to hurt people. =)
5.What do you wished for birthday : Will I get it? A lot of money. Hiak Hiak.
6.Happy things that happened recently : Nope.
7.Most stressed about recently : What the. I love this question so much. EXAM
8.What is your dream about future : The richest girl is me. =)
9.Do you have someone you like : ...
10.Will you visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : Of course.
11.Most happy to hang out with : Friends. Ohh. yeah. Hanging soon.
12.If two of your friends are having conflicts : Give them a kiss.
13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : I'm romance so I won't tell here.
14.What to do in Christmas : Have a Candlelight dinner at home.
15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : Sexybabyho.
16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : I will nua and nua and nua. HAHA. I can see your teeth. hehe.
17.How many siblings do you have : 1
18.Favourite song(Female) : 别在伤口撒盐.
19.Favourite song(Male) : hurt so bad.
20.Favourite Colour : Black and white.
21.Flush before using the toilets? : Hoho. I don't use toilet. I did my business in my room.
22.Love me not? : Yeah. muaks, dear.
23.Affectionate to guys or girls : Ofsequence..
24.What do you want to shout out loudly : Why should I do that?
25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? : Dare.
26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : If I need to change my undies.
27.Who’s the bastard : I don't know what is bastard? Haha
28.What’s the current affection : Dear, You know that.
29.Ugly when asleep: Look like a pig. Not ugly right?
30.Whats the time now : 1832
31.Do you hate the person who tagged you : Nope. I luv her.
32.Weight : 48. Haha. I'm still heavy though, at least I lighter than before. HAHAHA
33.Weather today : Cloudy
34.Are you pregnant : No.
35.What will you do if you win a lottery : Give them to my parents. What?! Jealous ?
36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : Study well of course.

【People Tagged】Don't do it if you're busy. I tagged for myself.

1. Lee May
2. Wan Pei
3. Poh Yi
4. Joey
5. VC
6. Wei Yu
7. Ah Du
8. Chan Gaik
9. Yng Shin
10. Chua

01-【Does no.4 know no.6?】: Known her since she was famous. =)
02-【No.10 is a male or?】: Female.
03-【 The hobby of no.8】: Texting.
04-【Does no. 1 have any siblings】: Ops. I don't know. HAHA. sorry.
05-【The surname of of no.7】: Toh
06-【Does no.10 have a lot of friends?】: She has a lot of fans.
07-【Anyone tackling no.4?】: Of course.
08-【If no.2 is being introduced?】: I don't know future.
09-【The favourite colour of no.6】: Black And White. I think.
10-【Where is no.5 studying currently?】: In Singapore.
11-【How do you know no.10?】: Hmm. I don't feel like sharing here.HaHA.
12-【Whats the difference between the birth month of no.1 and you?】: 10
12-【Ever hang out with no.9?】: Yes.
13-【Do you like to chat with no.2?】: Haha. Yes.
14-【Like to be with no.3?】: HAha. Yaya. She's cute.
15-【How do you think about no.7?】: She's GAY. =)
16-【How do you think about no.9?】: Aw. She's crazy.
17-【Do you love no.5?】: Haha. I don't love her. But I like her as my friend.

NUMBER 1. Who tagged you with this questionnaire? : Leng Lui Poh.
NUMBER 2. How long have you known him/her : Since form 2.
NUMBER 3. Do you think that he/she is important to you? : Yes, Very.
NUMBER 4. Your relationship with him/her : She's my lovely friend.
NUMBER 5. Whats his/hers hobby? : Dating.
NUMBER 6. What do you think about his/her personality? : She's extremely good.
NUMBER 7. His/her points of importance in your heart : I couldn't count.

＊1st thing before sleep : Close my eyes
＊1st thing after awaking from sleep : nua and nua.
＊Your idol : I don't have any.
＊Favourite season : Winter and spring.
＊Worked part-time before? : Nope.
＊Times worked : No.
＊Country that wanted to go the most : Tundra and Gurun Thar. Haha.
＊Personality hated : I don't hate people. KAKAZ.
＊Are you a crybaby? : Being soon.
＊You laugh alot? : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. A lot right?
＊Do you like to go out alone? : Sometimes
＊What time will you wake up if it's a holiday? : depends.
＊Today’s weather（Sunny Rainy Cloudy）: Cloudy
＊Choose between Friends and Lover : Friends and lover as well.
＊Choose between Chances and Fates : Chance
＊Are you narcissist? : Read through all my post then you will know Yeah, I'm.
＊Is this questionnaire long? : Very long but I like it.
＊How to make yourself feel better every time?: Blogging.
＊Favourite food : Food.
＊Do you like ice? : Yes. Vey much.
＊Are you full of happiness? : Hmm.
＊Who are the friends that you care the most? : All.
＊What's the most important item in your bed room? : My books. Haha. My notebook. I mean it.
＊Most consistent dream at sleep : I don't share here.=(
＊Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : Why should we forgive. They aren't wrong. Funny. We shouldn't underestimate them ok.
＊Whats the meaning of life? : Happy.
＊Do you know？（See if you can answer this！）: Yes. I know.
＊When do you hate me? : I've never hate you, dear.
＊Like the day you were born or been into the society?: I've no right to choose it. Once I was born, for sure I will be facing all the society problems in the future.
＊Like Taoism or Confucianism？: Respect both.
＊Favourite cake? : Hoho. Chocolate cake. I like it.
＊Can we stop this game now? : Haven't feel like stopping=)
＊Do you like sardines?: Yeah. Serve with bread.
＊Who knows you the best? : BabySexyho
＊IQ higher or EQ? : Both is high.
＊Computer or Mobile Phone : Both.
＊Prefer to sleep or play? : Play
＊Friendster or Facebook? : I don't do both.
＊Whats your wish right now? : My dream come true.
＊Tired? : Yeah.
＊Favourite drinks : Mineral Water.

2 years ago.

2009-05-16T00:09:00.004+08:00

I could positive. Human being's feeling is rich. Moreover, I'm warm hearted person. I recalled some memories. I can still remember vividly about the suprise they given to me. They said I didn't have to bring any present to the party. I was really thought of it was my friend's birthday party. In the end, I was on the brink of flooding over her house. I feel really sorry to them. Due to diferrent future we wish for, diferrent class we took. We aren't close like before. no more. What a pity! Sorry, I will never forget you no matter what. YEah, everyone.

Thanks, darlings.

Goodbye.

2009-05-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

I got a bolt from the blue news just now. I stayed for a while. You asked whether I will be missing you after my graduation? I got the impression you are afraid about that. I told you, I will. You didn't believe that. Until that sound turned serious, you believed. Your tune was turning down, really down. New instant message. I received a new message from you. Don't forget about me. Please, don't. I was induced in a sudden. I've even got details info. No more next year. I know you're leaving. I know. I'm sorry. I was speechless. I could feel the atmosphere was quite down. I made it cheer. I made you chill too. I didn't have any better consolation except for asking you to stop crying. I'm quite failure. We should accept it, and you too. You will get use to it one day. Leave them in your heart. Recall when you're free. Goodbye, angel.

I miss..

2009-05-13T23:02:00.005+08:00

Some memories is good to recall.

I miss those life.

She said kid.

2009-05-13T09:50:00.005+08:00

This is me doing my homework. I copied from a stalker. Haha.

I'm getting over.

2009-05-11T23:22:00.005+08:00

Everytime when I was accidentally taken there, my mood will be affected automatically. Who was taken by whom? I was taken by my ownself. So, I will be the master of my emotional start from now. No more influence getting from there. It will only be whatever. No more cares. Haha. I'm having a pretty nice chat with her. She's so cute. Enough to make me nightmares. Haha. She decided to play a game due to boredom. What's the game about? Titled Studying throughout the whole night. Sound cool right. She said she will only be sacrificing her bedtime for me, only me, sexy baby ho. Haha. Well. She was so serious right. So, I agreed to accept her decision. But only for herself. I will be sleeping at 1, dear. haha. I'm just joking. =). You made my skill lower and lower. I've never tried this before. I was using half an hour to finish copying a question, just a question. I need half an hour. You lit my life ya. haha

Combination

2009-05-11T10:58:00.011+08:00

No more trust sending to you. I learn to be selfish. No more waiting. No more cares. No more missing. No more feeling. Friend right? This is what you want. ok. We are friend now. I will have someone else as what they said. HAha. Yeah. I was actually thought that it's getting better and better. What the. How come it would straightly turn to the best? hahaha. Whatever. Charity night!!!!!!!!!!! anniversary. ROcks. Time to wake up. I listen to you. After a number of injuries, I have decided. I won't put a hand in you. No more. It's my time to leave and I'm ok. 思想该做些调整了. 我的新生活从此不再有她的出现. Don't worry. I'm alright. 依然是朋友..=). Missing my uncle out of the blue. 6 days to go. Exam rocks. Going for hotel stay soon. Suit gorgeously or bigini in another way. Nah, dreaming. Haha. BUT, I will try my best to fight for this unique opportunity. At least I'm sure that I will be there until midnight, if they're going. lol. sorry, crys. =). Poh, the earliest baby, we're waiting for you to fetch us to TAMBUN as what we've promised each other before. Half years to go. Very fast. HAha. Waiting for you, dear.

Once in a year.

2009-05-09T23:14:00.005+08:00

Yay, I'm here blogging again due to my laziness and sleepy-ness. I don't wanna study with my stupid eye closed. You know what? We were accepted ! Aha ! What?! We will be rocking our band up on the stage with our bigini. Ahahaha. Don laugh please. Why not? We have our sexy body , For sure we are qualified to wear this. I'm so frigging mad now. Okay, Turn into sad mode. Everyone is communicating with their books. Why am I still being here? Wa hmm zai an jua tak chek la. Dui. No direction. Which way is more better? Lead me back to the hardworking path. Stop everything except for studying. Siao meh? Haha. Turn back into crazy mode. I spent my 8 hours time for drum this morning + afternoon. Guess what? meeting for almost 3 hours. Wing's meeting. Gee. Laughed our kidney out ~~man~~. Omg, I don't want to be like agnes. Haha. Drum part. Damn fun wei. Can't wait for the next practice. Moey and Pei Teng played a professional role of being my patron saint. In another words, They said angel. They accompanied me by hidding in a very dark corner and kept on calling my name while I was waiting for my dad. Oh ya, now only I realised that she is actually cute enough. Really cute. I was talking about her. Who ? Guess la. Not saying that I'm loving her, but her ' kuan ' is cute. Not Moey and peiteng. Someone else. haha. Falling for the concert night. Omdg. Oh, Sleepy. Having tuition tomorrow morning. My life is good enough for making me mad. Okay, respect it as my decision. I can't celebrate mothers' day with my grandmother tomorrow. Gonna miss my uncle ,them. They'll be celebrating tomorrow afternoon unfortunately I'm having class with my brother. Sigh. I bet you guys will think that it's something wrong in my mind, right. HAha, nope! I love my grandmother what. Will be celebrating with another grandma at night. Gosh, I haven't drawn a card for my mother. Well, do it later. Or maybe tomorrow. Feel like typing more. Stop reading if you feel like killing yourself after the extremely long and pointless reading. Aha!! It will be continued by filling up with plenty of words. Ya, pointless again. Haha. Sien ma but haven't felt like sleeping yet. Wee. I looked around at people of my age who are still studying. I realised. NOONE IS LAZIER THAN ME. Mid-year exam is more important but I didn't work as hard as the previous exam. Sigh. alright, gonna study. This kind of post'll only be publishing once in a year. Appreciate please. I don't want to write no more. HAha. just kidding. It's fun to make it long. =) I wonder why so many people are signing in msn so late in time? 've already finished their preparation? OMG.. Sh*t. Gonna study( repeated ). Bye. Oh, and NIGHTS.

Friends.

2009-05-08T20:43:00.006+08:00

I haven't had the mood to prepare for this coming exam. It seemed to everyone that it is very important as everyone's already started to be nervous and talked to the book without a rest. I tried so hard to focus on them, but I just had to become lazy somehow. For not making myself to sink into desparation, I chose to blog here. Haha. Which retard would actually want to be lazy like me? Or than me?

Fine then. I would like to upload a picture. Have a look below.

Yeah. I have a bunch of sincere friends. Or in another word, bras' friend, I mean it. Haha.

Gonna apologize here.
I started to skip my very important class. I'm so sorry, mummy and daddy. Say to myself no more skipping. I hope it really works. =)

Dissapointed

2009-05-02T22:10:00.001+08:00

I haven't been blogging since long time ago.
Okay, this was what happened to me.
I was down, again.
Don't believe?
That's why I couldn't blog.
Actually, I'm still down.
Something is wrong again but I should handle it.
Now I know what is the best way to lose weight.
Keep on making yourself moody is the best way.
Sigh. I feel disappointed all the way.
I hope it will not change but improve.
Please, mdg.
Let's talk about today.
I woke up early in this morning was actually for my ping pong practice.
I should be reaching school at 8 but I was so heavy to move up from my bed.
In the end, I broke my promise again. Sorry.
Btw I reached school at 9 for an important meeting.
They talked a lot, I listened a lot as well.
I was actually thought that I would be going out this morning, guess what was the ending?
I'm extremely hate the stupid sense.
What I said yesterday was totally the same.
I hardly past that 1 hour.
Although it was only 1 hour, it seemed to me that I was passing like 1 year.
I love that few hours I spent with them this afternoon.
Next, I would like to apologize for not going Alicia's birthday party.
I'm sorry.
Don't be sad for my absent.
I know you all did. Haha.
Enjoy and rock there.
Capture more and post more. =)
I suddenly feel like blogging more tonight.
My mid-year exam is around the corner.
I haven't started even 1 page for my preparation but I'm blogging here and listening to song.
Oh, and also waiting. Sigh.
I'm sad la, baby.
I should start for my preparation instead of sitting here for whole night.
Wish me =)
I'm disappointed today.
One thing I could absolutely positive is I will be more upset tomorrow.
But I should take it. Chill out.
Monday is reaching soon again.
I feel like skipping class but impossible.
Tons of homework haven't been done.
I don't wanna add up anymore.
I'm sleepy. Nights.

无须執著

2009-04-27T22:53:00.004+08:00

世間的一切都是借我們用的。有緣則來，無緣則散.。世間的一切，我們只有使用權而已，談不上所有權。是要隨順因緣，不去執著，否則只會悲傷煩惱不已的！該努力的時候當然要努力。該把握的時候還是要把握。該行善的時候一定要行善！凡事都有緣起緣滅，強求不得。緣起時固然要懂得珍惜，緣盡時也要懂得放下，不要再去執著。越執著的人就痛苦越久！對於所擁有的一切，因緣散了時，我們就要灑脫一點，不去執著. 不必談前世今生，也不要迷惑於未來。把握當下。

该做的我都做了。我就是执著的人。

We Rock

2009-04-25T12:17:00.016+08:00

Make me success!! BEARBRICKS.

2009-04-20T23:41:00.006+08:00

Anyone interested in bearbricks ? I have a set of 100% Pepsi Nex Star Wars bearbricks. 16 pieces in the set.

Look at the picture below. Since many of you don't know what's that, showing you all for an example.

Contact me or Joey for more info. Price is currently being private here.

Contradition Intensify

2009-04-12T23:25:00.009+08:00

I had mixed feelings sending to you. One part of me was happy that you came back. But the other part of me was also sad that you came back. I'm very contradiction right? I would still pain, seeing you together with someone. It means that I'm still loving you. So, I implore you. Stay away from me if you don't love me. It will help me a lot. Thanks. In my dictionary, there is no existence of friend between us. Unless we have no feeling towards each other. But im still having now. So give me plenty of time, please. Really funny enough. It's happened for so long, changing a lot of things before and after. Really don't need to perseverance. Will not be persistent but the only thing I want to insist is your cruel. Give me your cruel to show that you don't love me. If not I will be thinking too much.

REPEAT THE WAY YOU SAID NO, REPEAT THE WAY YOU TREATED ME COLD. THEY HELPED ME A LOT, BABY.

F.T.C stand for ...HAha

2009-04-12T23:11:00.005+08:00

F.T.C

F.T.C existed. Click F.T.C to get more information. All about us.

I Made It.

2009-04-08T09:22:00.005+08:00

Effort

Hey darlings.

My results are below.

AM-96

SC-94

MM-85

PM-82

SN-80

BC-77

SV-74

BI-70

PA-70

SJ-66

BM-50

Stupid BM. Haha. I have got my acheivement. Keep it up. Work smart instead of work hard. Move on with my life. =)

What I said before, I did it. I got the first position.!!

I'm cool.

2009-04-07T23:38:00.001+08:00

Hahaha

Human being's and my problem

2009-04-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

Trust
Every person is hunting for people can be trusted. As what he said, we never know who we can trust. Those people whom we’re closest to, are always the ones who betray us. I did not mean all but almost. Soon, people decide to trust only themselves. Ok. Do you know that is very suffer when you are facing some problem, you need someone to talk to and nobody is being trusted implicitly? You will feel like frustrating. Some of them commited suicide because of helpless and emptiness. *sigh*

Sick.
Sickness and death always exist. Never ever lost. However, sickness is deucedly annoying. Or in another words, the most annoying, I mean. Those people who has been attacking by disease for a long time would rather to die. I'm this kind of person. Don't you feel that you will be your family's burden? Anyway, they are only my opinion. I did not mean anything for those people who is suffering with disease yet I encourage them to be tough. Face them=).

No direction.
Something we face but we have no ability to express or to tell. We can only keep them secretly. It's really suffer. Sigh. Put it away that there is noone to be my trusted friend, just imagine that I have, there might also be something I can't tell. Even my lovely family. How sad?

Time
Time pass with light speed. Really fast. I can still remember clearly I cried for hug when I was small. My parents were there with me, seeing me grow from a baby, to a real teenager. Almost 16 years has been past. They are turning old day by day. One day, they will leave us. They are lovely, kind, caring and whatever positive descrition can be used to describe them. We are family just for this life. No afterlife. I don't feel like willing to separate one day. But, I have to accept.

Time 2
Four years I have been left my primary school. One more years I'm going to leave my secondary school too. I miss those time without any harassment. The time when I was small. When I have no feeling towards anything. When I just knew to cry. All past just like one second.

Maintenance
Something I could absolutely positive. It is easy to start a relation but it is hard to maintain. Sometimes, people around us is really over. Just because of they are our friend, we tolerate. Due to avoid argy-bargy, one of the character tolerate. But, tolerance of people is limited. So, they might be stranger one day.

Apprehension
Human beings always care for many things. No matter how important it is. We will just like getting use to be anxiety. When we were caring for many things, we started to be fed-up. And we will just give up everything and leave them there.

Omg. It is so hard that being a human. Sigh. Got lost somewhere. Who is going to lead me back to the right path? You?

Black And White

2009-04-05T00:51:00.003+08:00

I Just Want To Torture Your Eye.

Step 1 : Close your eye, be patient. Wait for the buffering.

Step 2 : Relax your eye and listen to the song.

Step 3 : Scoll down slowly. and slowly.

Step 4 : Enjoy the cool with your true heart.

Step 5 : Never write bad comment in my chatbox after seeing these pictures. Even they are really ugly, keep them in your heart. You will hurt me by doing that way. Write good comment as well. Haha

Lastly, Thank for your cooperating.

The pictures below are funny.

I know I should cut my hair. Haha

I have no idea with Wan Pei's pose. Haha

Jammin Senzation's fault

2009-04-04T22:25:00.012+08:00

Best Budd.

We rock our day in Joey's room.

Different pose, different mean.

Never ever break this relation please.

Black And White is cool.

She is in Singapore now. We miss her like hell.

Coffee Island And Overnight

2009-04-03T23:30:00.001+08:00

I Love Updating Late Post.

The valueable experience I gained for the first time staying together with so many prefects was one week ago, the day after we finished our dearest exam. For sure I sacrificed my bed for them, fish and cia. 7 persons included me was staying over in a tiny room with only a super single bed. Try to imagine how were we going to pass through the difficult night. I tell you what! I was so enjoyed as hoping the time would pass slowly and slowly, even stop. We laid on the bed at 4 something, I guess. We talked a lot. Before that, I've never tried that slept at 5 something and woke up at 6 something. It was fun btw.

Pictures.

Ok. First, I would like to dedicate a word for Wan Pei. I'm not sure whether is wanpei or yngshin. Just here to praise you all. Nice shot. Haha. Say thank you !!

Waiting for the bathroom.

She wasn't acting cool.

Yet, she was acting cute. Haha, Just kidding.

Coffee Island.

Due to make that night into more enjoy, we planned to go to the Coffee Island together. Justina, Angelyna, Nikki, Sze came along with their sexy suit.

Coffee Island.

Alright, food and drinks first. Wan Pei and Yng Shin's skill.

Human beings.

Three girls.

Wan Pei and Sze.

Magazines.

Haha. Wan Pei took this.

The special one.

We took our breath after fulling our stomatch.

hmm.

Step up. Part Three. lol.

We took a lot of pictures. They are with different people so I will update after I got the pictures. Thank for viewing.

Special post for Aal

2009-04-02T21:02:00.005+08:00

Because of aal said that the previous post wasn't special to her, I would like to edit it.

Aal, as you know composition should have beggining , content and conclusion right? So, Im going to start with the begining first. =) And it isn't fully related to you.

31/3 A day that I was so looking forward to. Unforgettable as well.

I don't feel like sharing with you all. It doesn't seem interesting.

Aal, Vivien, Pc came back to PCGHS with thier long hair. Their purpose is to support us anyway. And also another people who is giving so much of loyalty to drum. I have never failed to see her even it is only a simple drum practice.

HERE IS IT>>>

Dedicate for you, Aal.

Alright, I miss them like hell. Especially Aal. haha. NO chuckle please, Aal.=). For sure I miss others too. Due to avoid your vainess, I have to do so. haha

I can still remember vividly when we were nervous for the performance together. We made every effort to achieve the performance. We cried and we laughed. We went school at 5 in the morning. We hung out after drum practice. We went beach. I can still remember that you fetched me to one-stop just to pangsai. HAHA. While I was waiting for you, I received a text. You asked me to wait for a few minutes, you were in the processing. hahaha. I was there with you, seeing you all graduate. I felt sad but speechless. A thousand words, could not able to express. I'm so missing the memories. I miss you all.

Aal, thank for the caring throughout so many years. Thanks. I hope you will miss me too. Haha.

Nowadays, drum isn't fun like before anymore. I know it is hurt. I just don't know why. Sorry for saying that. Anyway, I will be pleased to hunt for the fun. Drum is the best...!!!!

Say thank you, aal. haha. I wrote it with my true heart, No suspect please.=)

Dance made it.

2009-04-01T22:25:00.014+08:00

A Late Post Again.
After our dance practice, we discussed for the following activities. At last, they decided to stay over my house. Ok. headed over then. It was about 11 something at night, we played in K-room.
Have a look the pictures below. There would be some explanation. For preventing you don't understand what is the picture trying to say. Haha.

The first song wasn't ordered by Vivian and I. The most important is we have some bad memories of it. Until now, it haven't been destroyed yet.

No explanation for this.

She is Shermaine.

Junnie and Wei Yan.

Wei Yan. We took this picture by using the back mirror.

Sher, Wei Yan.

I love the way she captured my side-view. Haha. Btw, Who was holding the camera ya?

I love singing.

I love sleeping as well. haha.

See. She love capturing so much.

Haha.

She is so cute.

Really cute. haha

Good night.

Woke me up by using this laying method. =)

Omg.

I felt so sad that Vivian and Kai Ying didn't want to join in the shoot. Sigh.

Random

2009-03-30T20:13:00.005+08:00

翱翔

2009-03-28T18:23:00.001+08:00

以前的期待都已成了现在的失望..即使回来, 我..亦感受不到你的存在..我说, 没关系..看了不应该看的东西, 又开始心酸了..你的话, 反复地在我脑海里旋转..是很痛, 但我说, 无所谓.... 我是时候走了.. 你不再是你, 是我早已应该接受的事实..我没哭..我放下了精神的执著..让每一刻的美丽与不美丽交替飞过..让超载的爱随着光阴飞逝..放下了满身的伤痕, 放下了我们, 放下了思念..翱翔到远方..不属于你的世界..我会恨你..因为你, 我为你疯狂, 为你累..因为你, 我不再有机会..因为你, 让原本不想放弃的我找到了该走的理由..都结束了..狠心改变身边的一切..最终, 我们不再是朋友......

我真心希望我不会再回到原点..=(

Addmath love me.

2009-03-27T09:44:00.007+08:00

I would like to thank those people who stood by me throughout the exam season. Although we were almost plurking all the time, we were still studied hard for it. And, I would like to say that

I got 96 for my additional math.

At the same time, I feel disappointed why didn't I get 100.

Soul Garden

2009-03-27T00:36:00.004+08:00

G'ney

First of all, I would like to wish Yng Shin , Wan Pei, Pei Ying Happy belated birthday. I was really adore us for being out during the exam season. Anyway, I had fun there although I told that I was regret for doing that. It was a huge number of the people. Alicia, Vivian, Lee May, Shin Yin, Wan Pei, Yng Shin, Pei Ying, Chan Gaik, Vi Chien, she was back from Singapore, and the last want is Babylon. The other one is uncounted. =)

Have a look here. You will get to know the place. Soul Garden.

Seriously, the prawns weren't tasty. Yet, made me feel like vomiting. Not that I want to hurt you, Miss universe. It isn't your fault anyway. Fine, leave it. =)

A long table with some messy plate. and messy people.

She is Wan Pei. It was cream. Not shit. Not shit.

The three birthday queen.

They are really kind. They wish to be naughty student in the school but they are under the control just because of they have a special name, prefect.

Lee May and Shin Yin.

Omg. Who did it ? I don't know.

oooomg. I really don't know.

The smallest doesn't mean unimportant. On the other hand, It means special. The sweetest strawberry was in her stomach, never ever been digested just to store her love.

Food Court

They said don't look at the shot. See the last girl there?

Lee May.

This isn't my first time. I can still remember that the first time I did it is in front of a shop , the date is 12 December 2007.

Thanks for viewing.The end.

思念

2009-03-25T00:04:00.006+08:00

原以为一切都安定了..但事实并不是如此..最关键的前一天,不再有心情读书..真的完完全全的被你控制住了..没了你,我真的很难过..多次的挣扎,想要放弃却又狠不下心..但,我真的很辛苦..回忆使我透不过气了..心血来潮,看回了你以前旧的部落格..我的心真的很痛,似乎感受到你当时的痛..翻看了很多很多遍..它们让我感受到你好像从未离开我..怎么情况如此的相似..如此的逼真..唯一不同的是, 我的不珍惜..非常的遗憾..一切都已回不到以前那样单纯..虽然我期待着..我希望它会发生..时间过得真快..你不在我身边半年了..我怎么还是放不下一切..是因为希望的存在吗..还是自欺欺人的假象?我真的不懂..或许说我不肯接受事实..身边的每个人都认定了一切,我依然等待..失去了方向,不再有主见..很显然的,又是个不知所措的家伙..换成以前,现在的这个时候,我们会是在讲电话..即使隔天有考试,但还是不会放过这机会..以前, 我总会是先睡着的那位,而你就是那等我睡着后关电话的..我..真的很怀念..也只能怀念..今天, 陪伴我的不再是你..有多痛..不想哭,但不受控制..太多太多的话想说了..却无法一时间把它们重组好..很努力很努力地专注在课业上, 但无论我做些什么事..恰似非常自然的,脑海里就会出现你..我..不懂得怎么形容我的心情..我真的很累很累..事发到今天, 我很努力地让自己接受这一切..但,我还是失败了..我依然抱着希望, 即使身边的每个人都对我感到绝望..我还是坚持..就算我说出了放弃,到最后还是回到了原点..躲在关了灯的房间里面..熟悉的画面再次地浮现..我..又失眠了, 是因为我们当初爱得太甜? 所以我才会那么痛?习惯性的, 看着我们的照片.. 你看不到我落下的眼泪.. 你有没有想过我?有没有念着我??选择忘记还是选择逃避??如果当时我把你抱紧, 让你感觉到温暖..你是否会留下陪我走得更远??卷起窗帘, 凝望着夜空..星星是如此的迷人..但,我却因此而落下眼泪..如此的空虚..一个人没什么不好..努力告诉自己..可惜,就因为我曾经拥有你..曾经是多么的幸福快乐..我..很贪心..我想再次的拥有..虽然懂可能性是少之又少..可是,除了等待..我还能做些什么..我什么都做不了..每天等待电话响..响了但发信人不是你..多么的失望..这感觉渐渐地也成了习惯..如果一切可以瞬间地忘记, 那该有多好..写下的一切都是回忆..你说过的话,我都牢牢记住..无论是甜蜜的,生气的,挽回的,撒娇的..还是那令我无法振作的话..我真的很想可以再重来一次..闭上眼睛,看到的是你和他..再次地从夜梦中惊醒过来..累了..对,爱一个人不一定要拥有..这话非常熟悉..宝贝..如果我从未拥有,那我可以做到..但我曾经拥有,曾经相爱..我不能..真的无法..每次想起这一切,眼泪就涔涔的流下..想念却没有资格..虽然我懂,我懂这一切我该付上责任..是我的错..事情过了那么久,我也应该没事才对..但是,对你我依然坚持..很多很多的不可能性足以让我选择放手,我始终还是不肯..我就是那么固执..因为想你才会寂寞,因为爱你才会难过..你不久前说过的话,我再次崩溃了..我不知所措,现在的状况,让我振作不起..我应该怎么做才能挽回你的心?你曾经说过,当我快崩溃时,你想是那个安慰我的人,但,陪伴我的人不再是你..你怎么狠心让我一个人过..你...在哪里??回来好吗?

他真的那么重要吗?

给我最后一个机会?可以吗?我爱你..

12.04a.m

Eagle is me.

2009-03-20T20:08:00.008+08:00

don't

want

human

the

generation.

would

eagle.

Phonentics

2009-03-19T00:04:00.003+08:00

ɪ mɪs jʊ ∫rɪgɪŋ m^t∫. hweər ɑ:r jʊ, dɪər ?

Hottest news.

2009-03-10T10:21:00.002+08:00

NEWS : An innocent little girl was videotaping by a group of PREFECT
6 March , 20:30 p.m

It happened on last Friday. A group of prefect called up a girl, maybe I should have used invited a girl to open her webcam. She treated them as friend so she just completed their requestment. Somehow, she didn't even realise that she got videotapped by them. She chated with them happily. The following pictures are the evidence.

She was typing seriously. But...

She was carrying her soft toy. At the same time, they took her picture. They talked with her through mic. She laughed because of thier jokes. They tried to spread her attention btw.

She was so concentrating of their conversation. She was never think that they would do such thing .

She isn't lansi anyway. Their action was fast. They could able to take her pictures while she was doing her hair.

This is the last picture. This is undeniable. They are really smart. They asked her simply post a pose. And she was so guai. The end, She got videotapped.

This is the namelist who is being arrested.

<click them>

- Wan Pei

AND maybe-others

Whoever found them , please contact us.

CONTACT NUMBER : 1300-13-1300. Thanks for your cooperating.

HAHA. My mood is better after this post. Sorry. In fact, they didn't do that. SORRY * infinity. Thank for being my friends. I love you all.

Gays rock

2009-02-28T16:04:00.002+08:00

She is Joey, GayGayGay.

The curse of curve.

Drum set.

She is Ah Du, GayGay.

Best Budd. We rock our day with a disorderly mood. They might not, but I were.

Sukan Tara

2009-02-28T15:44:00.004+08:00

I respect them.

HappyBirthday.

2009-02-24T03:08:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday To Jlan, again.

I snatch it from Jane. how glad that Penang Island is surrounded by the pretty sea..A kid act. photographer : jane
gambling queenWe have no face..pizzaVivian, Jane, they said they are noisy in the car.

yes.haha

Recall.

2009-02-08T09:26:00.002+08:00

I found these in my photo album.

Seriously, I miss those time.

Last Post

2009-01-26T18:06:00.002+08:00

Somehow, the inner pain made me uncomfortable. I knew that I haven't success yet.
I couldn't do anything instead of stop everything that I used to do everyday.
I'm not talking about brushing my teeth or bathing everyday.
Everyday, I was just like OMG whats going on again. Tension
Stupid DDDAMN IT
You will see me look fine. I tell you what. I'm f*cking bad
Stop! I really need to stop it.
Everything that I used to do is just end up right now.

View blog, guess about it after that, view again and guess again. Past every second with fully tension. Even afraid of it. You don't know how scary is the tension. What kind of jerk I am? Im guessing around. YES. This is what we call GAKI CHOI LAI EH.ya really

Recall something. Stupid. All those are super, damn, extremely, freaking torture. My mind would automatically fell in the memories. And thought about it. Back to last time, I would comfort you. I said now, you don't need it anymore. Im sorry for that. I'm not kidding. really apologize for that.

Pretend to be fine. You know I have changed a lot right. I turned to be a lazy bug. Everything I will not spread out easily like last time. I was just like SUAN LE BA. In fear of everyone asking me WHAT HAPPEN, so I need to pretend. Even HK CY. hey. Im sad but nobody know. YEs. I don't want to share Im lazy what.SO? come on. I'm not here to get your sympathize or consolation. I just tried to spread out everything NOW. =)) Im tough ! haha

This is the last post. Not going to update , not going to view, not going to reply. whatever.
Oh, not to cancel this account. But just leave it there. Maybe will re-update, maybe not. =) confuse leh.?
And the 016 line will be cancelled soon.
I need to emphasize here. Because of my stubborn , I felt bad. Its my own businness. Not your fault. YAya. Its true. Do not doubt please. im serious.

THIS IS THE LAST POST I DEDICATED FOR ALL OF YOU! ITS COOL RIGHT?
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, ALL THE BEST

Kill me.

2009-01-16T12:42:00.002+08:00

When something came through, it took but a moment to dash the hopes I'd held for months.Its going to end soon. Yes, I know that. The time is coming over and over. I should have the psychology preperation. I had it since long time ago, actually. HAHA. So, come on. I shouldn't be upset and frustrated right? Stop me , do not let me see something which is torture. Stop to view that! even think of that. STOP STOP.
Regaining my composure! phew. The world is so beautiful. HAHA.

2009-01-03T10:54:00.001+08:00

Tagged by JLan.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Name the persons you tagged.
I don't tag

2. Describe yourself in one word.
Suck

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
The one I love

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Full of miserable right now , I can't even think who am I. So i have forgotten.

5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
My face will turn into red!!

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
Thanks for getting me into your heart. I love you

7. What will u say to a person who doesn't want to believe u?
*her business* >>JLan's Answer.Cool..haha. I will say believe me please..hahaha

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
No

9. Do you have something important with you all the time?
Yes.Of course

10. Long distance love ?
Aww.Damn..You reminded me of sad memories.

11. Best place to cry?
Place without people

12. Who do you love the most?
Someone

13. Tell us of your dream last night?
Walao.It was freaking horror. Its true. I can't tell here.

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
No

15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
No

16. The last person you had a beer with?
I don't drink beer.Haha

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
Vivian , Seok Theng , Hooi Min

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
A malay guy. Wrong Number la

19. The last person you hugged?
You reminded me of sad memories again.

20. The last person you yelled at?
My pillow

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
Aw..again.Im sad

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
I was angry when i was hurt.=(

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
I wish for my dream come true.

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Everywhere

25. Are you old fashioned?
Yea.I love being Aunty.haha

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
I think you know about it.

27. Five facts About Me:
- clever
- talented
- good looking
- helpful
But the last fact would cover the rest , - VAIN. Haha

28. Five things that scare me:
Snake.

29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
Jingle bell , 财神到 :-)

30. Five Things I treasure in my life:
I feel like telling you in phone.My phone number is *********4. Haha

She Sent me.

2009-01-03T07:00:00.002+08:00

今天已经是２００９的第二天了。。你以前不是说你放得下的吗？其实有点不明白为什么你要那么固执。。人家明明已经跟别人走了。。你还要怎样挽留？以前我常说我一定支持你，不管你的决定是什么。。但其实我很想听你说你已经放下他了。。真的真的很希望这奇迹出现。。她可以******跟别人开始另一段感情。。可能你也有错在先，但她其实*********。。如果想起她你会自责，为什么要在跟她在一起的时候喜欢上别人。。拜托，感情是不能勉强的。。爱上了，就是了。。你不需要对任何人负责，感情是你的，你只要对自己负责。。你开心就好。。好象是从那天你告诉我,你们分手了时候开始。。你应该没真正开心过吧？我能感受到的，觉得你还活在她那黑暗的世界里，为什么不尝试离开呢？只要你肯踏出第一步，你已经算成功了，没有人会爱你一辈子。。但请你离开不爱你的人的世界里,活下去。放开自己，让自己有机会去爱上别人。。也让别人有机会拥有你。。我想你粉丝也不少吧。。多看看身边的人，不要错过那些真心对你好的人，相信我，相信你自己，相信所有一路来陪着你的知己，朋友。。只要你肯下定决心要放弃没有什么是做不到的。可能你说你已经尝试了又尝试，那就不应该停下来，可能你已经快从他的世界离开了，但在最后那一步，你放弃了。。你这样子，没有人会同情你，可怜。而他身边的伴侣应该会很高兴吧，你给他制造那个机会，现在她也给了你机会，让你有机会喜欢上别人，不好吗？。。不要再让关心你的人，疼你的人，爱你的人担心。。痛心了。。可以吗？只有你自己能救你自己。。难道你想这样过一辈子吗？把你们美好的当做你人生的其中一个拼图，再继续寻找下一块吧。。不要因为这样就把所有爱你的人拒人于千里之外。加油，还是那一句，有事找我，我会陪你度过。

From:XXX

Best Buddy.

2009-01-01T09:54:00.002+08:00

Free to add on these pictures.

Best Budd

Langkawi Trip

2009-01-01T09:35:00.002+08:00

Without parents.

Hahahahahahaha..

-3 days 2 nights

Trip members,

chiyuen

Khoon Soo

Shi Jie

Thien Shen

Sze Shean

Vivian

Wai Leong

They said we need to capture ourselves before proceed to our destination..

You should know who is she..

The light

A waterfall

She joined us..

She said she is pretty..Haha

She love to walk alone..

They saw something..

Love their back

We enjoyed walk in the secluded forest

Oh.Went back to Resort.

Haha

SzE ROcks

2009-01-01T08:59:00.002+08:00

I would like to post about my little brother.

Dull Post

2009-01-01T08:35:00.002+08:00

You want Tag heuer?

Alain delon

You want my shoes?

I know this post is so dull. :-)

Misery

2008-12-30T17:16:00.002+08:00

我们之间不会有友谊的出现
和你联系,回复你信息,是因为抱着希望以为自己依然有机会
所以, 如果你确定我是不可能会有机会了, 那我请你不要再信息我了
我和你之间不可能会是朋友
直到一天我确确实实的放下了,我会主动告诉你
不要再点燃我心中那把火, 如果你确定它不可能会继续燃烧
继续当你的白雪公主, 忘了那过去
确定心是在我这才信息我吧
至少至今
对你我还是念念不忘
心依然属于你
依然因你而疼痛
我爱你

A late post

2008-12-26T09:30:00.002+08:00

The Party was held on 18th of Dec. Back to that day, I have to wish my dearest budd, Vivian Happy Belated Birthday and me myself Happy Earlier Birthday.

The attendance were,
Angelyna
chiyuen
justina
nikki
szesze
vivian
wenmin
yuyen

The venue was,
My house.

The time was,
7 pm.

Photographer : Justina.

VIEW , FIRST.

Proud of my dad.

Never forget to capture ourselves.

NIGHT

They love to hug.

Sze and Justina.

Isn't it heavy? No idea.

charcoal

Fire busy.

Success!

Awesome.

Angelyna and Justina.

Meat ball.

She is Sze Sze.

She is Nikki.

She always busy with her hair.

They enjoyed their pizza while others were busy with their stuff!!

She is Angelyna.

Haha. Justina called her as a vagrant.

Again. haha. Isn't like a vagrant?

Started to clean.

Yea. I'm hardworking.

POOL

Sipping our Martini.

Two lovely girls.

Everyone said she's a pretty girl.

Get Ready?

Haha. She's cute. Haha

Enjoyed.

Sexay.

They're hot.

She love to swim.

Nikki.

Us.

TOILET

Our point is mirror. Believe it? haha

Justina.

Sze.

Vivian

Sorry for my craziness. Haha

Cicak.

Hello.

You must be realise that somebody's picture is not there. Yes. I only can say that I didn't have it. Haha.

伤心的夜晚

2008-12-10T16:54:00.002+08:00

内心的记忆，还有那莫名其妙的遐想，让我们的童话般的爱情世界为那花开的季节而微笑。我们曾一起创造的回忆太多太多了。它们一直都在我的脑海里，不停的盘旋。谁给我穿上安慰的衣裳，都治不好我空虚的心灵。我努力地在为那些回忆而笑，同时回忆也很努力地在使我为它们掉泪。流星般的光也带不走我的伤。虽然一段时间不再联络，但心里依然埋伏着思念，心里的主人依然是你。对你而言联系少了，就会是平淡，而对我，就肯定是痛苦。你会笑我笨，笑我天真，你会这么做。只有你自己才懂得它的可能性。三番四次的被责骂，被劝告，许许多多残酷的事实都摆在眼前，但我始终还是为你而挣扎。我的为你的心还是因你而跳动。

疼你的人已心碎

我望着时间，向你说声，

再见了，我的宝贝。

Sports.

2008-12-07T18:04:00.002+08:00

I was addicted in sports..I have perfectly used the equipment at home..
First, I enjoyed swimming before the day before yesterday..Secondly, I gave it a job ! Treadmill was running at peak the day before yesterday..I said I gym-ed..Then, I just played badminton yesterday..My leg was injured.
The pictures ,

I am sure that he is a good runner.

Next, We met up to play basketball just now..Nikki packaged WAN TAN MEE for us..She didn't want to get our money..Thanks ya..We enjoyed the noodless at the basketball court..

Nikki

Justina

Yu Yen

She was frightened.

Hey..Goal k?!

She is so excited.

We decided to go MCD..We had fun there..And we made quite a lot of decision.

Lunch.

Her mum said don't talk when she is eating..She never do so..

Ops..They are not.

Justina called..met up at Gurney Plaza..We were drinking chat at Sega..What a coincidence?Thanks, Jus.

1204

2008-12-05T15:59:00.002+08:00

One years ago, it was a special day..I was suprised and happy..Because of that day , I knew what mean by warm..My heart started being random..and....I smile every moment..

One years after, I still can feel the warm..But the feeling is so miserable instead of happy..My heart wish that ' dont past , dear.. ' Though I had know it will be past with nothing as i think , I just wish that ' DONT , PLEASE.. ' I tried hard for not to recall those..but i couldnt make it..

I looked at the time..I was countdowning..

3...2.........1...

At the moment , the tears flow slowly..It falls onto my leg..I look at the round shaped water..And my heart tell me that..

its past.......

熟且清晰

2008-11-28T14:04:00.002+08:00

再多的牵挂都已没有资格表达..

好熟悉的一句话..

26 Nov

2008-11-28T14:02:00.002+08:00

Love is not chronic disease

Brenda

Vivian

Pei Theng

Friends

red wine?

before

after

sipping my martini

She is a good girl

* She drank whole bottle *

I just pose with the empty bottle

alright..we just drank for fun..not to release our depress..and yet i do not think it can use..Thank my friends..thank for accompanying..

22 Nov to 25 Nov

2008-11-28T13:19:00.003+08:00

Sunway Hotel..

The Sun

Gamble around 3a.m

Borneo..I prefer Euphoria..

Sunway

Having lunch in Sunway Pyramid..Feel free to capture THESE

Very familiar

Sunway Lagoon

The Wedding March..
Congratulations to the sweet couple..

Cameron highlands

So cold..so many vegetables..i wonder that how do they survive with the vegetables EVERDAY..its so meaningless..nothing special..just like shopping in the market..My dad said their eye will be problems because they need to face the fog EVERYDAY..

i prefer PULAU LANGKAWI..much more relax

truth

2008-11-21T16:23:00.002+08:00

To all of you..Read it

Alright..

Let me express my special appreciation to all of you for your loyalty viewing..

I would like to apologize for not writing this earlier..

I have spent quite a long time in a ' prison ' including now and so on

Everyday without fail my dear HEAP KIT would phone and concern me..

Words would never ever be enough to describe to everyone who have stood by me throughout this difficult time and the support given by my close friend even a stranger..

I'm here to say..thank you so much..

Ladies and gentlemen..

The real truth has become irrelevance..

It seem that noone is interested anymore in knowing the truth..

Somehow there is so many people were building the hypothetical..

The lies quickly overtook the truth..

People , they believe in what they want to believe and irrespective of the truth..

They argue that whatever i said would not make any differences..

People will prefer to keep to their own interpretation , despite of the truth..

People has their personal thoughts..

So , Its doesn't matter of they don't do believe in the truth..

They are only outsiders..

But they would able to join into the occurrence which is not related to them..

And said.."She....."

Everybody..I implore to all of you to stop making hypothetical..

What they did , i will be affected..

However , the most important is YOU..

They said it was your excuse..

But i still believe in you..just because of my heart is meaning something to you..

Thats why i wrote this..

By the way..My firm believe in my heart and the truth is..

i didn't!!! i won't..i love you..baby

I hope that you believe too..

thank

2008-11-20T17:56:00.001+08:00

Thank

They help to heal my injuries..thank..

Food Orders

Do not doubt..I eat really less..I ate with a worrying mood..

They cost us RM90..

Beach

It was a raining day..Do you know why?Because I decided to take a fresh breath at beach..Just try to imagine that how failure am I..
LUCKILY..

Its awesome..The four models of counterfiet..i'm sorry..

Your back made me heartsore..

The smile , the consolation..Thank

In a word dedicated to all of you ~ LOVELY..

She shot with a heavy heart as this..but i'm sure she was just tried to cooperate with me..Thank

Cuttie post..She will always be so happy..make me feel so jealousy..

I do not like the smile..

Words clearly?did you success?Edited by Miss Seok

Edited by ChiYuen..Trust me..

On The Way Back

They are always so sweet..

Escalator..

Toilet..

Laughter looks very much..Sweet smiles..In fact..How much is the inner heart pain..I couldn't take it..I am still fit you..In my eyes , you are still in the first..

Friends..Thank you..For your accompany..

她和她的情債

2008-11-19T15:41:00.001+08:00

她和她的情債

她和她之間曾經出現了另一個她...她的離開之後,一切都結束了...
三個她都單身了...她和她各自另尋新歡...
只有她..她發現心里最愛是她...
後悔自己當初的越軌...
用盡全力彌補一切..
用盡全心愛護,
守護她...
每個人認為很花心的她...
為了她改變了一切...
她以前的不在乎是現在的非常在乎...她以前的傅衍是現在真誠...她以前認為的理所當然是現在的等待...
沒有人肯相信她..沒有人肯原諒她..沒有人肯幫她...沒有人肯給她重新的機會...
有人說她壞話...有人指責她...有人不贊成給她機會...有人...
而我...絕對相信她...
我看著她...
我看到了她的努力..她的用心...她的改變...她的在乎...她的開心...
她的不開心...她的失落...她的墮落...
儘管沒有人相信她,儘管所有人都潑她冷水,儘管所有人都說不可能了,
她....還是堅持...
期間...
她很難過..她很失落...她曾經放棄過(因為當時她知道她喜歡他)時寫了"我走了"...
但過不久,她還是對我說:"我愛她"...
她還是選擇了等待...
她收到她傳來的信息...很開心很開心...
信息敷衍,她很傷心很傷心....
每天她等她上網..她看她的部落格...
每天,她因為她而開心而難過...每天等她的信息..每天想著該不該信息她..每天想著她會不會覺得煩....她....每做一樣東西都想著她的感受....
她喜歡她這樣...她不喜歡她那樣..她都記在心頭...她每天祈求祂讓她回來...每天問祂她會不會回來...
只要她想找人陪她熬夜,她就會很樂意的奉陪....
第一個通宵..第二個通宵...她上早課考試...一整夜沒睡..隔天很早起床...她都不怨恨...她不管多累了...卻不愿拒絕她...
以前她不會這樣...以前這一切對她來說都是不重要的...
現在除了這一切,她都沒有去想別的東西...
她堅持等那一天...是因為她已籌備好重新追求她的驚喜...
一~為她存錢...每天不吃就為了存錢買很漂亮的人造假花送她..
二~用powerpoint把她們的相片做成slideshow再存放在cd里送她...
三~她把她和她和她的故事,心情,曾經欺騙她的事情,都寫了出來...做成兩分...一分她親手撕掉,一分她交給她希望她撕掉...這它代表著彼此放下以前...
還有四..還有五..還有一份獨一無二的puzzle...還有...
一切她都在努力中...只是她已等不到那一天的到來...
而她...至今不能放下以前...不肯重新相信她...一直在保護自己...她對她冷淡..對他曖昧...她和他是在她們還沒分開前就喜歡對方了...分開後就跟他在一起了..
她們之間好像種循環...
她的背叛過後輪到她...她的等待過後輪到她等...只是她和她到最後不知道有沒有在一起而已...
她跟她說她愛他...
她問她,她會不會改變答案...她問她,她是不是跟他曖昧......
她一一的回答了...
那個夜晚...
她...傷透了...她...傷痕累累...
等待的心依然從沒停止..
只是..她...有心無力了...
她堅持不相信她...她堅持當她是小孩子...她堅持她會放棄...
也許這只是她的藉口...
她很努力很努力的證明她對她的愛...
可是她似乎沒盡努力...她似乎不再給她機會了....她似乎把她的付出當成了理所當然.....
她不再煩她...她不再信息她...她不再想看她的部落格(因為她知道她會難過)...
但...她依然愛她...
這一天...
她沒有目標...她沒有方向..沒有理想...
她...現在每一天期待她的信息...
回億總出現在她腦海里...讓她很失落...讓她很無奈...
她...已盡力了...已經無計可施了....
她....累了...她...站不起來...她...一天一天的覺得很空虛......她...............崩潰了.......
她......似乎已在窒息的邊緣...............
痛到..............

FROM

看著你成長的人

姐上

加油!愿你可以重生...

我走了

2008-11-04T15:04:00.001+08:00

我走了

我..知道了某些晴天霹雳的事..不想我难过的你现在让我更伤更痛了..我还是选择把之前写下的都post上去..因为..也许..可能..或许..那些都是最后了..

以前的我
做什么事都会先考虑你..先顾虑你的感受
以前的你
一发生什么事,我肯定比你紧张..第一时间想办法帮你解决.. 甚至超出了我的能力范围
以前的你
伤心难过,我肯定会给你最好的安慰..甚至陪伴着你..无时无刻都会担心你是否会出事
以前的我
只要听到你要熬夜,我就会陪你..直到你睡着..我才肯睡..即使已经累了..
以前的我
会想尽办法呵护你
以前的我
会想许多许多的惊喜给你
以前的我
无时无刻都会看回以前你发给我的信息
以前的我
每天晚上都会发一封长长的信息给你..把我的感受告诉你
以前以前的我
不会重色情友,但却因为你
以前的我
可以说是什么事都比不上你的重要
以前的我
会时常把你挂在嘴边
以前的你
只要信息一来,我就会很紧张很紧张的马上回复你
以前以前的我
不是那么容易掉泪的..但因为你..我会了
以前以前的我
就连烧香都必须叫了又叫的..但却因为你..我每天祈求上帝
以前的我
见你流泪了..就会帮你擦泪
以前的你
闷时,我会一直不断地找话题
以前的你
累的时候..我真的很想让你躺在我肩膀上
以前的我
会说笑,逗你开心
以前的你
一睡不着..我就会想故事..然后再告诉你..
以前的我
会陪你聊通宵..会唱你爱听的歌
以前的我
会一直叫你宝贝

你懂为什么我期待我的生日吗?因为我已plan好当天给你惊喜了..但我似乎等不到那天的到来..因为你的肯定..因为你说过的话..我..........

真的觉得自己很失败..直到现在我依然得不到你的信任..也或许..你已改观了..没错..你是对的..

现在

我走了..
我亲爱的宝贝
请容许这样叫你..
一向最怕没有安全感的你
要好好照顾自己
生病了多喝水
早点睡
不要每次熬夜
懂吗?
我....真的走了

此刻
我只能够说
我真的很不舍
我也留了一写话..
' 当你想回到我身边时..只要你的一封信息..就行了..我..的那颗心..依然是你的..我爱你..宝贝'
我没有后悔爱上你
我后悔自己不懂得珍惜

不要向我说对不起
因为 ' 它 ' 没能帮上什么忙..
也不要哭..知道吗?
因为我的心还是能够感觉到痛的..
你只要静静地把它给读完就行了..

我..
不能和你做朋友..
我不能
我懂这是你最怕的
但你别因此而难过..
我需要时间..给我些时间..
对不起..知道你会因此而伤心但我却不能为你减轻
真对不起

我走了
我爱你....宝贝........

3 November 2008 11.04p.m

20 Oct

2008-10-20T17:58:00.001+08:00

1st..i had a great chat today..quite suprise..btw..thank you..!!

2nd..webcam..!!with justina..haha..later you will know what she did..

haha..

see..

US...

ME...

nice pictures..!!see..what she did..??she is showing off her bigini..omg..haha..stupid jus..damn cute..haha..

VAIN

2008-10-18T01:13:00.001+08:00

Vain

This is what we DID in the toilet..and we didn't even care about the others who need the mirror..haha..We tried to act lansi..and we did..haha

will be continue..*advertisement*haha..

NOW..here we are..!!

We went redbox..went for movie..went to shop..back my house..and suddenly decided to stay over at here..first..wy called her mum..oh..so fast..huray she can..second..poh poh..her sister scolded her..haha..but luckily got ME..haha..third..hui fen..she need to go for volleyball competition..pity..next..milo..quite fast..her mummy so sayang her..haha..lastly..yu yen..her dad said : ' i say no mean no..'sigh..wy cant help anytg..haha..we ate mcd at 12oo am..haha..fat again..sob..they said want to talk whole night..now..they are enjoying in their dream..grrr..wy sleep my place again..i must be take care of my tummy..hehe..the end..
~SEE~

Good night..sweet dream

RedBox

2008-10-17T23:15:00.002+08:00

PMR finished..

didn't feel happy also..but still ok la..at least relax than before..

We had a great shop , great sang , great donald , great movie , great joke , great games today..

HERE WE GO..!!! OUR LUNCH..i think milo should pay double..because she ate all our food..haha..well..we would like to give her first..with pleasure..ahaha..

this two gal..sing so long..!!and always sing those 'in' song..haha..they sing damn nice..

STARTED TO BE VAIN
Love you all..!!

TO BE CONTINUE

Stories of 16 oct

2008-10-16T15:52:00.001+08:00

i woke up at 5 something in the morning..
stomachache..well..went to toilet..
sit on the toilet bowl about 10 minutes..
thought nothing d
went school..
gosh..i still feeling not well..never mind..
i still can stand for..
get a laxative from justina
she asked me want to try the other?prevent vomit..lol
here to say i have no time if not i will..haha
what can i say is she just as a pharmaceutist..
can get whatever medicine from her..
exam started
panic..KH pp is quite hard..the most important is
i'm not feeling well while doing the test..
i want to vomit..i want to...eee....err...lao...haha
but i LUN..suffer for 45 minutes..the time is so playful..pass so slow..
life brief candle..out!out!
haha..finally..While returning the answer sheet,i compared answer with momo..
so many differents..aik..the motion of the teacher is so so so slow..grrr...
ok..went to toilet again..my goodness..is suffer in the toilet..
feel like wan vomit but CANT
LUCKY
in the end..i'm nothing..think of wp..she is quite pityful..
taking exam in the hospital..
we are still saw her on the first day of PMR
but the second day she disappeared..
she need to suffer for the sick and the question too..haha
ok..GO ON
all of us is so excited..planned for tomorrow ya..forget about the bc pp d..
haha..but we are quite enjoyed while joking around
last pp on tomorrow..
GEOGRAFI..are you easy?
reply : yes..i am..
lol..good then..haha..guess thats all..bye..good luck ya

FUN

2008-10-15T23:24:00.001+08:00

Fun

11.24p.m
i am wondering how hard is the KH exam pp for tomorrow..
isn't my preparation is enough for me to get A?
11.25p.m
~my mum come into my room..and stay about 5 minutes..taking clothes..so late d,she still need to wash up..kesian~
11.30p.m
i am messaging with hk..we are quite fun..chat in msn is more easier for us..but we choose to sms with each other..free what?!
11.32p.m
receive a message from a sleep pig..oh..finally she wake up from her dream..but i know she will be fall asleep again..xD..
11.34p.m
*thunder*..i like this sound actually..but it will make my connection fail..and cut off my house's electric..the electric current can't pass through..resistance..lol..science is coming out..
11.35p.m
i am wondering how nice is the calligraphy i write tomorrow??haha..ss..i'm scare too..scare of ' ming ju '..i didn't even touch it..hee
11.36p.m
my dad come in suddenly..wow..he ask me, still studying??drink more water ya..haha..same to you dad..
11.38p.m
that pig fall asleep again..!!haix..haha..i'm right..huraee..
11.39p.m
*yawning*..i'm quite sleepy..the rain make me feel so warm..lol..hide into my blanket..
11.42p.m
i am thinking of what to write..haha..so fast 11.43 d..
11.43p.m
thinking
11.44p.m
still thinking
11.45p.m
ahh..brush teeth..wash face..wait me..!!
*brushing..washing*
11.51p.m
message delivered HEAP KIT..er..i am missing somebody actually..hehe
11.52p.m
suddenly think of my grandmother..she admit hospital again..she need to suffer for DIABETES..
and her eyes are almost blind..haix..miss her cook very much..grandmum..be strong k??
11.55p.m
of course is the turn to miss my grandfather..he live in balik pulau ALONE..and he has a big problem for hearing..i remembered what my mum told me before..last time,my mum talked phone with him..she asked him where did the letter you get from ?? he answered , Har?? i ate d..hahaha..omg..he is damn cute..btw..you are getting old d..take care of yourself..!!
12.00a.m
text message received from HEAP KIT..haha..pointless for me to tell you all..just to fill in my blog with all words..try not to be speechless..kekez
12.02a.m
oh..speech..essay was came out with 'speech'..!! milo sure score A..she has been giving speech before..haha
12.03a.m
i'm waiting..
12.04a.m
finally..bed time..!! Good night..wish those form 3 good luck in PMR..wish me too..Sweet Dream..Sleep tight..Love you..Muaxk

Kisses

2008-10-11T22:41:00.002+08:00

You melt my heart..breath into me,make me real..!!

Do you hear me?

Enjoy

2008-10-10T20:36:00.002+08:00

didn't know i have so many feelings to express..
and i felt comfortable after all this..
hold back my tears.. restrain!! lol
erm .. now talk about activities!!xD
gurney..!! suit with long sleeve and colourfull shirt.. its not my idea.. sorry mo.. haha..
redbox..!! seem like going to waste money again.. but there is more enjoyable.. i think.. memories !!!
beach..!! i suggested to be there as well.. lol.. but we need to have our own transport.. quick trouble.. i wish to drive!! haha..
painball..!! *gosh.. i have no money la.. 'we need to try once in our lifetime!!' haha.. this is what poh poh said.. pain you know..
Mr.Pot..!! aik.. memories again.. is the 1st time passed by there with somebody.. haha..
rock climbing..!! justina invited us.. but we'll eventually bring her around.. ahaha
swimming..!! justina again.. penang swimming club##penang sport club## argh.. i prefer my house.. no need to wear swimsuit.. hee
badminton..!! yesterday club/bukit dumbar/? lets start a match.. loser pay off the payment.. haha
alright.. go on..
apartment stay!!
ahaha..
thank my friend.. haha..
i'm waiting for it if there is no any miracle happen!!
if yes.. haha.. change date!!xD
haha.. i'm sorry.. don't be angry ya.. keke..
i need to zoom in on the preparation of PMR first..
it's imposible to settle all the question mark within this two days..
especially SJ & BM..
make me explode..aikx..scared i can't pass them..
they pop up pimpers on my face..its not an excuse..because they stressed me..they really do.. haha..
as a conclusion..
i can't wait to release stress and enjoy with all those activities..
haha.. 7 days left.. countdowning..

'Ah Chuan'

2008-10-02T11:52:00.001+08:00

Yesterday went for lunch..

after lunch we decided to meet ' ah chuan '..

This is who i mean ' Ah Chuan'..haha..

Actually..i'm not sure whether he is 'ah chuan' or not??

because they are almost the same

all make up with eye shadow..haha

so,simply call it..haha..

The history of his name is???

Last time,my dad brought us to waterfall..Then we bought some banana n peanut..

We fed them..then one of them is very naughty..

greedy too..eat non stop..haha

so my dad call him ' ah chuan '..

hahahaha

A crowd of people or monkeys??haha..

my brother not scared at all..

hey..long time no see..you grow taller..haha..

Don't thought they are doing nothing..the baby monkey was drinking his/her mum breast milk..haha

谢谢大家

2008-09-30T17:28:00.001+08:00

曾经的我因为某些事失去了斗志
失去了信心
对每一件事都毫无兴趣
我让大家为我而担心了
对不起
想对你们说声谢谢

nikki
谢谢你..狠心地骂我..不断的要我接受事实..谢谢你..一有空..就会叫我名字..不让我胡思乱想

jia zhen
谢谢你..因为我的伤心,你也跟着伤心..谢谢你..每一天的关心,安慰及问候

hui fen
谢谢你..当我一个人时,你死硬拉我陪你唱歌..甚至找数学题要我帮你解答,不让我觉得寂寞

yu yen
谢谢你..虽然你并没说些什么,但你说了一句 ' 算了啦 ' ..平时的你是蹦蹦跳跳的,你也会因为我认真地跟我说 ' 算了啦 ' ,让我顿时觉得我不该让你们再为我而担忧..谢谢你

wei yu
谢谢你..给予的安慰..甚至给了我希望..让信心再次回到我身边..也谢谢你的笑声

milo
谢谢你..每当休息节,你就会拖我陪你一起去吃..或是问我想吃些什么..你对我的肚子付出了很多很多的口水..谢谢你

poh yi
谢谢你..为我想好pmr后的行程..谢谢你说要带我去海边..要我和你一起爬山..愿意陪我一起呐喊..谢谢你

momo
谢谢你..无时无刻都守在我身边..递纸巾给我..帮我擦泪..听说你因为我而哭..不懂是不是真的..总之, 真的很谢谢你的安慰

tze shian
谢谢你..给予的意见和关心..谢谢你..信息来关心我,问候我..也希望你心想事成..祝你成功

justina
谢谢你..我懂你是最反对的..你也因为我而心疼..谢谢你让我懂得了我的aim是什么..也要谢谢你说你要我..哈哈

lee ming
谢谢你..一直以来的陪伴..累了还是撑下去..不敢睡觉..因为怕我会信息你..怕我需要人陪..也说了很多的道理给我听..谢谢你

chai ying,hk
谢谢你们..陪我讲了很久很久的电话..帮了我很多..为了我而担心..cy, 我们彼此都有了误会..可以把它给忘了吗? 在这向你说声对不起..希望不会影响到我和你之间的友谊

mei yean
谢谢你..我要你带我去哪里..你都愿意..甚至很远很远的地方..只要我说声..你就会为我办到..谢谢你

谢谢大家
你们让我更懂得珍惜友谊，亲情
愿我们
友谊永固！！